Upset

*sigh* Really upset about a lot of stuff. About Clyde.

1. Once he asked one of my close buds that IF he didn't like me anymore, could he have a crush on someone that has the name of 'Jane' or starts with letter 'J'?

I'm not sure if it's Jane or J, because my friend told me that when he asked, he wouldn't explain when she asked what it meant.

BTW, last Monday was the fitting of the jersey for football and all the other sports clubs...so Clyde went there. He stayed in school for like up to 6pm because his service left him. My friend, Juliana, was also there, because her ride home wasn't there yet either. So Juliana took Clyde's phone[lol inagaw], checked his inbox and saw a LOT of messages from...

HER.

SHE is the girl that I'm jealous of, and she's a prep. I hate preps. She and Clyde are kind of close [I think, but not that much].

And worse than that, her name starts with the letter J.

D:

SO maybe, he's having feelings for her? I'm not sure. This is just a suspicion. But I still hate her. I told my self not to hate her anymore, but I just can't help it.

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2. This is related to the one above.

WHY is Clyde texting HER and not ME?

I know I'm being...uhm...clingy?...but... :|

Anyways... T^T


He doesn't really text me anymore, and the only form of our communication is that and IM. But it ain't so often. Way back when we were in grade 6, he texts me like, EVERY FREAKIN' hour. Then in first year, he would text me almost everyday. It gradually it comes to this. He texts me like, every month? Every 2 months? lol. :| I think he's starting to...get tired of me or something? *sigh* This is really confusing.

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Argh...I don't really know what to feel now.. EVERYTHING IS SO CONFUSING! ToT

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