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Every Friday is our religious club. Yesterday was Friday, and I'm happy because, me and my first love are in the same club. So, a lot of the musicians[that included us] didn't really have instruments. Only two people brought guitars. So the guitarists practiced Christian songs and the rest of us who didn't have instruments just watched.

The rest of us meaning, my best friend[a girl], my chubby buddy[a guy] and my first love[a guy, duh]. So what happened was, my best friend was singing along with them, and my buddy was playing the bass. It left me and him to chitchat and talk. Whenever we stop talking, I sing along. But when he initiates the conversation, I stop and I turn to face him and reply to him.

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He likes this girl who was a new student last year. Of course, I was a bit hurt from it, but I have no right to be mad at someone who was never mine XD ((: besides, I've already had my moments with him back in elementary XD

But really, who could blame him for liking that girl? I mean, I'm not jealous or anything, I actually like seeing him like that because he tells me funny stories on how our classmates throw him to the girl then the girl gets squished against the wall or something because they threw him at her [ahahahaha! xD] [btw I'm friends with the girl but she's not in my clique. We're not close.]

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After the club, me and my chubby buddy went ahead. Since he's chubby, I like punching and tackling him on his chubby tummy[wahahahahahha! XD] So yeah, I did it, and I didn't know that HE[meh first love] was behind us! O: Then HE was like "uui, sobrang cheesy!" pff yeah right. So what I did was tackle him two times. It was fun because he was not chubby unlike my bud. I felt like he was going to crash against the wall. He was light to tackle. Haha. So he said "uui, sobrang....wala." Haha. So I laughed inside.

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So, this is the reason why I'm telling you this:

I put on my status message in YM earlier:

"Dahil ikaw pa rin ang sinisigaw ng damdamin
Kahit lumipas na ang ating mga panahon
Pag ibig ko sa 'yo ay hindi nagbago
Dahil sa ika'y mahal pa rin."

Which is [not-so-smoothly] translated to:

"Because you are still the one that my heart longs for
Even if our times have already passed
My love for you never changed
Because I still love you."

[translated per line ex. line 1 in tagalog stanza=line 1 in the english stanza]

The reason I put this in my YM status message is because I still love HIM. Like they say, "First love never dies."

I guess it's true for some people[and I am in that group].

Anyways, here is the weird part. HE[my 2nd love] thought it was for him because I saw in his stat message songs that compliment the stanza that I put in my status message. Weird.

So, for reasons I think I'm not sure of, I was irritated O.o

Anyways, after a while, I went to blog here what happened, and in the middle of my blog, an IM popped up. It was from HIM[2nd]. He was asking for my favorite number. I said it, then I asked him why. He told me it was for no reason then the next thing I saw was the IM window was full of 'aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa's. lol. then he said 'ok' for some reason that I don't know. But then he said that he was going to use it as his jersey number. [yeah right. I suspect something else.] So yeah, I just rode along with his little trip. I told him that he was a copycat[because it was MY jersey number] then laughed. He just sent a smiling emoticon the said goodbye then went offline.

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My suspicion:

My suspicion is, I think he was going to 'ask the question' on that day because, seriously, come on, why would he take so long to say that it was just going to be his jersey number? And before he said that, it was full of 'aaaaa's. Seriously, he's too obvious :)) but you know what? That's just my guess. Maybe what he said was the real thing. I HOPE what he said was true, and had no other intentions[like my guess right now. God please no.]

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Currently reading: The Time Traveler's Wife

Saw it on the wall[just the trailer] of my friend on facebook. I watched it then searched it on Wikipedia. I read the plot of the story. At the end of the plot, I cried. It was sooo sad. So I wanted to read it and I asked my friend if she had the book. She said no. Then a few days later, it was my birthday celebration, and what she gave me was the book [omfg I was like 'yaaaaaaaaaaaaay']. She told me that she wanted to finish the book before giving it to me. But I don't think she read it. So she told me that she was just going to borrow it when I was finished. So there. Yay.

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Well, I guess that's all I have to say for now. Hope you enjoyed my rant. Haha. Goodnight, people.

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