GAH ;A;

Okay, I finally got my braces off :D I'm going to get my retainers on Tuesday :3
*Ang napakaputi kong ngipin ay hindi nababagay sa napakapangit kong mukha >:))

Joke XD













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I say "GAH ;A;", because I was chatting with my dad earlier. I asked him "Are we going to spend every Christmas here when we move there?"

Then he said he was not sure.

Thus, ;A;

TAT

ToT

T_T

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I took a quiz on facebook. The title was "What's your mental disorder?" And I got "Panic/Anxiety." It said there that I worry about what could go wrong. [WELL, it is true T3T] And it says there that my motto is "Panic now, worry later."

GAH. [again, lol]

T_T

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OH GAD, SO MANY PROJECTS! D8 CLVE [Gotta submit an article], GT [uuhh..research], Filipino/AP [Diorama!], IT [CSS], Algeb/Stat [A diorama with a problem and solution].

4 Projects. D:

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BTW, my second cousin from THERE came to our house today to deliver checks from my parents THERE.

They're still jobless. It's a good thing they have savings.

:\ :\ :\ :\ :\ ;A; <<<<(There it goes again.)

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

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You know what? Sometimes I just wanna sleep and never wake up again [death, lol] But I'm not going to kill myself, okay? It's just that there's TOO MUCH going on.

ARGH. God help me. I'm too anxious. :\ ToT


Right now, I am:

-Pressured
-Panicking
-Distraught



GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! DX

Theme song for today:

Avril Lavigne - Runaway

Got up on the wrong side of life today yeah
Crashed the car and I'm gonna be really late
My phone doesn't work cause it's out of range
Looks like it's just one of those kind of days

You can't kick me down I'm already on the ground
No you can't cause you couldn't catch me anyhow
Blue skies but the sun isn't coming out no
Today it's like I'm under a heavy cloud

And I feel so alive
I can't help myself, don't you realize

I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and runaway, yeah

I just want to fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway, yeah

So so is how I'm doing if you're wondering
I'm in a fight with the world but I'm winning
Stay there come closer it's at your own risk
Yeah you know how it is life can be a bitch

But I feel so alive
I can't help myself, don't you realize

I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and runaway, yeah

I just want to fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway, yeah

Runaway, runaway...
Runaway, runaway...
Runaway, runaway...
Runaway, run, run away...
Runaway, runaway...
Runaway, run, run away...

I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and runaway, yeah

I just want to fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway yeah

I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and runaway, yeah

I just want to fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway, yeah
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END.